May 14, 2009

i’ve realized

kevinnat:

policewomantori:

that i find people who i want in my life, and constantly try to pull them closer to me. but as soon as they get even a little too close, i gradually push them away.

i don’t know why it’s so hard for me to get legitimately attached to people, but it is.

I find I do this to basically everyone, and I’ve never really admitted it before. There’s just a certain threshold that people pass, and then I start swiping them away. I’m really trying to work on it. I just need a little push.

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